i havent been on here for w hile now. am feeling really down!!!! dont know what to do????? mum has been really horrible to me lately so i told dad and we had a ''meeting'' today about it all. i said i wanted to move to dads for good and that i dont want to see mum again because i dont like her and she makes me miserable. she satrted to cry. then she said in front of me to my dad that she doesnt beieve im honest with dad about what happens at home with her and that she believes that i am playing her and dad off eachothet. the truth is, im not. i take alot of the blame for the arguments and have done for the last 13 years of my life with her. but as i said to my dad, i can only be pushed so far. she has pushed me too far. i have made arrangements to stay with dad for the next week to have some time out from mum then we will have another ''meeting'' and go from there. am over all this crap i feel and am dealing with. im not going to go back to mums for a long long time. and that is my choice i am making and dad is going to support me with that. and if mum wont let me go, we will be getting lawyers involved and may have to go through court. there is no going back now. i have said all i have to say to mum. i dont even want to call her that. she has ruined my life and i dont even think i do love her, and im being honest. to be honest, i dont know what to think anymore. im just over it all. i dont wanna do anything!!!! but cry!!!!!
thnx 4 listening