today is the second time i cried in school and usually I NEVER CRY.
i am having a j-pouch sugery done this monday october 10 and for some reason it just HIT ME that this is major a lot of things are going through my head ....
will a complication come about when they put me to sleep
is my dad going to come
is my cat and the dog going to get along ( i just got a new cat last weekend he's 1 yr. old and my grandparents are vistting and they have a dog hes an old dog )
will my mom be to overwhelmed
will i become addicted to the painkillers ( i havent shared that to much but i have had a past addiction to bynadryl )
then after all of that i am going to a diffrent school wich is good its a school for kids who are behind in credits ( iam 11) to catch up and graduate on time or early ...the downfall to that is i will have no elective so all of my elective classes i took will now drop. :/ SOOOO MUCH mayb i am thinking of to much things will work out 4 the best but at the same time its ALL SO OVERWHELMING !!!!!!!!!!!