Thanks BayouB and Karen.
I got some family support today, which helped my mood. I am still thinking about
going to work tomorrow, and concerned about
the fear which I know will come up.
I should mention that I had a colonoscopy last week, and tomorrow I will get the results. I already know the doctor found polyps, tomorrow I will find out if they were malignant or benign. My sister died a few years ago of colon cancer.
So I guess I am under quite a bit of stress. I'm glad I found this forum, I definitely need to be talking to others who are dealing with depression.
Tonight I will call my counselor and just get some support around the work thing. I also am going to call my psych this week about
getting my meds adjusted. I'm way too depressed, considering I am on medication.