I have dealt with depression over the last 16 years or so. And always find distractions to focus on to keep me going. But now I believe I have finally crossed the point of no return. I just can't break this current funk, no energy, nothing to look forward to, and nothing makes me happy. The simple trivial things get me frustrated. I feel IM just drifting through life. I defiantly do not believe in salvation through pills. My friends just assume my life is great, it’s really hard pretending. No one understands why I quit going out, and other then work, avoid all social situations. My hope in posting this to strangers is to see if anyone else has or is in the same boat, and their methods of coping.