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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/17/2011 3:00 AM (GMT -6)   
hi all. i feel like a failure. i have stopped studying........so that's it for this year. it sadness me greatly, i will go in fri and tell all my classmates and our teacher that i will not be able to finish. if anything i have to start again, i don't know if i will want to do that either. i am very depresed as mum has had a bad case of bells palsy for 2 and a half weeks now. only a little improvement, due to mums age, 60, the doc is worried that this might be permanant. she starts speech pathology tomorrow. me, the diareeaoh has stopped, and the vomiting-mostly, albeit i awoke with a massive migraine and have been in bed all day. i finally went for a walk, forced myself to go to the chemist-needed stuff and boy did i sweat all the way there and back. my brother is doing sort of ok. has heaps of groups he attends during the week, but mum says he is all positive when going and comes home very negative. also the t.v is talking to him again. a tad worried. he sounded upbeat but quite frank on the phone, hence, watch and see. geez i am tired and emotionally drained. thanks for your kindness and support.
 
with much heaking compassion 2 us all. jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 10/17/2011 3:11 AM (GMT -6)   
jamiee we are 2 peas in a pod-I can' stand myself anymore...I, lie in the bed 85% of the day, I don't cook anymore, my great love is books and I havenot picked one up in weeks....meds aren't working...cry and whine lil baby..therapist is out on medical meave for 2 weeks-you said it AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH. Sorry to hear about Mum and brother, very tough

anyway, how's things?

Special prayers going up dear

Maggie

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/17/2011 3:19 AM (GMT -6)   
thx maggie. not that good. jamie.
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bayoub2
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   Posted 10/17/2011 3:43 AM (GMT -6)   
would you like me to do a song and dance for you?

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/17/2011 3:45 AM (GMT -6)   
it's all good. has to be i guess. jamie. cheers maggie :-)
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/17/2011 4:48 AM (GMT -6)   
thx 4 lifting my spirits maggie. how are you feeling? sleepy yet? i really hope you sleep/ as do i hope i get some too!!! hang in there and know that i care. with healing compassion i send, jamie
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stillme
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   Posted 10/17/2011 7:05 AM (GMT -6)   
Sorry you two aren't feeling well. I understand being unable and for me unwilling to get out of the bed. My new psych. asked me what keeps me going, I told her my ten year old son. I HAVE to do things for him and it is sooooo hard sometimes. I push myself to get up and take him to the bus stop, which helps me keep going on to work. I still have difficulty falling asleep, but this last week, I just want to keep sleeping. This is a change because before I couldn't really sleep. Wish I could go lie down right now. Oh well. Feel better soon.

bayoub2
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   Posted 10/17/2011 7:20 AM (GMT -6)   
No, not sleepy yet, getting dtr off to school maybe later
Maggie

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   Posted 10/17/2011 11:04 PM (GMT -6)   
sleep well maggie, feel better soon stillme. jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 10/18/2011 7:22 AM (GMT -6)   
I slept like a rock, I guess that extra klonopin helped-lol.

stillme and jamiee-any better today, any zzzzzzzzs at yr house
Wishing you well

Magie

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   Posted 10/18/2011 5:44 PM (GMT -6)   
a few hrs only, better than none!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the couch was a killer, went back to bed. feel like..................chat soon. luv jamie
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stillme
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   Posted 10/18/2011 8:23 PM (GMT -6)   
I fell asleep but woke up at 1am. Feel sleepy now so hope it's better tonight. Glad you slept well Maggie. Jamiee hope u get more tonight.

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 10/18/2011 8:26 PM (GMT -6)   
yep me too. thx 4 your support. wishing us all wellness and peace. jamie
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RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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