hi all. i feel like a failure. i have stopped studying........so that's it for this year. it sadness me greatly, i will go in fri and tell all my classmates and our teacher that i will not be able to finish. if anything i have to start again, i don't know if i will want to do that either. i am very depresed as mum has had a bad case of bells palsy for 2 and a half weeks now. only a little improvement, due to mums age, 60, the doc is worried that this might be permanant. she starts speech pathology tomorrow. me, the diareeaoh has stopped, and the vomiting-mostly, albeit i awoke with a massive migraine and have been in bed all day. i finally went for a walk, forced myself to go to the chemist-needed stuff and boy did i sweat all the way there and back. my brother is doing sort of ok. has heaps of groups he attends during the week, but mum says he is all positive when going and comes home very negative. also the t.v is talking to him again. a tad worried. he sounded upbeat but quite frank on the phone, hence, watch and see. geez i am tired and emotionally drained. thanks for your kindness and support.
with much heaking compassion 2 us all. jamie
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,
RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER
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