I suffer from depression and anxiety/panic attacks. I've , just got out of the hospital last Sat. I feel worthless, stupid and alone. Meds are hard, because I have reactions or allergic to them. Can't even take Nyqual for a cold. All this started 5 years ago when I was diagnosed with breast cancer. All I want is to be me again (i.e. before cancer). Too much has happened in 5 years, we lost custody of our 2 year old granddaughter when I got sick from chemo, I lost the best job I've ever had, 6 of our pets died or had to be put down due to illness, my sons buddy was killed in a car wreck, my hubby's friend was killed when he wrecked his scooter and now I've lost another job. With this last suicide attemp we lost custody of our 3 year old granddaughter. I FAILED again! That's it, I'm a failure.
Sorry for the edit, but we aren't suppose to discuss suicide. Hugs, Karen
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 10/28/2011 2:27:38 PM (GMT-6)