hi, display here, just checking in.
today has been another tough day. could not get out of bed until noon. i rationalized that by saying it's the weekend, but i'm really afraid i won't be able to get up during the week this week - and i have some things to do, including a job interview.
i'm also really aware of how isolating this depression has become. my phone rarely rings, in some ways i feel i have isolated myself. i do have this message board, and some other resources online, i guess i just need to say i miss being around people.
i'm also bored to death with being unemployed and not having something to do each day. i do have my activities towards getting a job, but i have great fear that i won't be able to get up and do them.
finally, i just need to say i'm having trouble with my car. i'm not sure if anything is wrong with it, but i'm worried nonetheless. tomorrow i will try and get up and take it somewhere to get it looked at. tuesday is the job interview so there is pressure there.