hi all. been a very average day-and i mean average. i just can't get going in the mornings. not at all. probably why i have, in the main always done shift-work. (nights) and always studied at night as well~actually did my best work in the wee hours!! tomorrow i see the sleep doctor, yeah results, will advise, hope he bulk bills me again, thus i do not lose out on money. he is private. so put it out to the universe for me guys. he bulk billed the first consult, that was 250 bucks, saved me 38 bucks!! and to me a pensioner that is a lot. i am back smoking, booooo, didn't hack it this time, did just over 2 months......still i am proud of that. got school and the shrink fri. shrink should be interesting..hmm may come of the seroquel all together. wow!!!!!!!!!!! massive acheivement. from 1200mg's to being free of it. what we do about sleep is anyones guess. any ideas warmly welcomed/ very welcomed. finished doing my chores, walked the dog-late, better late than never, played some music and now i am in a purple haze of nothingness!!! had a bad hypo a little while ago, really wrecked me. couldn't see, thus i couldn't check my readings. took awhile to come back up, i can now see the screen!!!!!
my back is sore. will have a salts bath later~my gas is soon to be cut of. i owe too much and they are now very cranky. lets hope i can keep it going. i do not like talking to the buggers, they are not friendly to deal with. very nasty actually. and i pay money from my pension direct to the gas company, but no this aint enough!!! sorry i am venting. just, alike all of you i am in the toilet with bills. aaaarrrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhh.
ok, chat soon. luv ya's, jamie
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