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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/6/2011 5:31 PM (GMT -6)   
am here for you too my friend. with much healing compassion, jamie
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,

RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

stkitt
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   Posted 11/6/2011 5:57 PM (GMT -6)   
Thank you Jamie,
 
I crashed again and each time I am always surprised as I feel like things are going good and then I just melt.  I know I am my own worse enemy and I come down on myself hard for not being able to just get over it but the pain, the fear, the lonliness, and the constant tears overwhelm me and I am tired.  I wonder sometimes how I can pick myself up and keep going as I don't know what to do.
 
Tommorw a friend is going to drive me to my hometown to pick up the urn at my folks grave and it breaks my heart to go to the cemetery yet I must go or I would feel worse.
 
"Even if you fall on your face, your moving on"
 
Thank you my friend,
Kitt
 
 

getting by
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   Posted 11/6/2011 6:02 PM (GMT -6)   
Dear Kitt,

I am sorry that things are getting difficult. I am sorry to hear that you feel lonely. Know that we are always here for you. All of us are. You are very special to all of us and you are loved here. I hope that things get better. Let us know how you are doing.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/6/2011 6:03 PM (GMT -6)   
keep strong. always here 4 ya. luv 2 ya, jamie.
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,

RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

bayoub2
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   Posted 11/6/2011 6:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Here anytime to listen kitt
you will be in my prayers(a looong list of HW friends)

Maggie
"We never realize how strong we are, until being strong is the only thing left"
Major Depressive Disorder, ptsd, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, l3/4, L4/5 gone, bursitis arthritis sciatica


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awty
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   Posted 11/7/2011 4:12 AM (GMT -6)   
Safe driving Lil Ole Kitt, you are in my thoughts, take gentle care of you, xxxxxx

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/9/2011 3:47 AM (GMT -6)   
just checking in with ya. hoping you are feeling better. luv 2 ya kitt, jamie
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,

RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

Chartreux
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   Posted 11/9/2011 2:35 PM (GMT -6)   
Hope your feeling a little better each day...here's my shoulder
for you to lean on and take a good cry...
Prayers and well wishes to you...
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getting by
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   Posted 11/9/2011 3:23 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Kitt,

I too hope that you are feeling better. Please post and let us know. We think the world of you!!!

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

awty
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   Posted 11/10/2011 8:38 AM (GMT -6)   

am with you Karen,

 

You do mean the world to us Lil Ole Kitt, no matter what is going on for you, you are always there for others, you always answer my emails if I have spat the dummy, as does Karen and Braveheart.  smilewinkgrin    You all do what you can to make me and everyone feel a little better about things, and you do mean the world to us around here.  Besides, I will slam the door THREE times if we don't hear from you soon, I have kinda had a rough 24hrs, and could do with hearing from a friend right now turn <-----  That's me lookin for you


getting by
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   Posted 11/10/2011 10:22 AM (GMT -6)   
Kitt emailed me and said she is having trouble accessing HW. Her internet isn't working right. She said she posted a long post here and it dissappeared. So she is thinking of us, just can't get here.

Hope you are all having a good day today.

Hugs, Karen
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia


fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies

awty
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   Posted 11/10/2011 10:39 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks Karen,

Pulling the slamming doors always gets a reply, lol, hope she gets her computer issue sorted soon, how frustrating when posts dissappear after making a big effort pulling your thoughts together

It's Genetic
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   Posted 11/10/2011 12:10 PM (GMT -6)   
I didn't know, Kitt, and I'm very sorry you have to go through this.

Please try to remember that things will turn around for you; you are a very strong person and the tears are healthy. It gets it all out so that you will be free again soon to be a happy and content, lovely lady.

I.G.

stkitt
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   Posted 11/10/2011 6:32 PM (GMT -6)   
Here I am............my service is working and I hope it stays on idea
 
Thanks everyone for the kind words, love and support.  I am doing bettter and the tears have dried up.  I can get out of bed in the mornings again without it feeling like Doomsday.  When I am in the dark tunnel I always look for the light at the end of the tunnel as I know each of you will be there supporting me as I inch along.
 
I have no idea why the depression waxes and wanes but I will always keep pushing it back as I am the master of my life not depression.
 
Remember I am here for each and everyone of you and Awty, my email is open if you want to vent.  Karen, thank you for posting for me today and for being such a great friend over the years.  We have come a long way !
 
My love and hugs to each of you,
 
Kitt
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/10/2011 6:42 PM (GMT -6)   
much love and compassion to you kitt. jamie
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,

RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

bayoub2
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   Posted 11/10/2011 11:43 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Kitt

welcome back!!

Like Karen, I felt out of sorts when I couldn't get on HW one day-Like a drug addict, I need my daily fix of you all-lol!!

Stay happier
Keep fighting
Maggie
"We never realize how strong we are, until being strong is the only thing left"
Major Depressive Disorder, ptsd, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, l3/4, L4/5 gone, bursitis arthritis sciatica


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