Sorry that you're feeling so bad lately. I agree with what everyone else said. Also, it is normal to feel like this if you already have depression or a depressive condition and then experience a loss of any kind. It isn't as easy to recover from for many people, but I am sure you can do it--its just really hard right now, I'm sure.
Time may heal all wounds, but in the process it drags you along face first in the mud at times. It isn't easy, for sure. I'm hoping for you to feel some relief soon, and hope that you can find your own happiness. As the other stated, you already made it through one day--and day after day, I am sure you will slowly grow and adapt. You'll make it through, even if it is tough. Keep us updated! :)
--Patrick, aka Misterkatamari
I'm active on several boards. Main issues are: Chronic Pain due to Scoliosis & 2 Herniated Discs, possible DDD and arthritic facet joints. Also active in the Depression/Anxiety boards. Meds include: Prozac 40mg, Xanax .5 mg, Tramadol 50mg
“We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.” - Joseph Campbell