Depression makes us apatheic which leads to doing nothing which leads to more guilt...it is an awfel cycle but you can break it
First, put down the bottle, it hasn't cured your problems yet, has it? Don't think it will in future...it is a depressant, just make you worse
Second, now that yourhand is free, pick up the telephone and call alocal mental health clinic (have them even for those w/ no money) and get to a counselor. AAt least try an AA meeting, anything but isolating yourself in that bottle
Been there, dear, I'm not just talking...good luck keep posting
"We never realize how strong we are, until being strong is the only thing left"
Major Depressive Disorder, ptsd, fibromyalgia, chronic pain, l3/4, L4/5 gone, bursitis arthritis sciatica
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