Good morning, Greenbean885,
I have followed your posts and see you becoming so much stronger.
Good for you!
If your unanswered questions still linger much longer about
why she is the way she is, I would suggest that you go online and read about
the narcissistic personality disorder. It is very revealing about
how the person who is a narcissist thinks and feels. It may help to answer the remainder of your questions.
She fits it to a "T". Sam Vatkin has written about
the disorder in his work called "The Malignant Narcissist". You might find that book interesting reading to help your understanding about
More good days than bad days are ahead for you. And, yes, you do deserve to have someone in life who is able to place you in position number 2, at least, in her life. What you place in first place in your life is a major decision that will affect everything.
Post Edited (It's Genetic) : 11/17/2011 8:33:21 AM (GMT-7)