Are you talking to a counselor by any chance? If not, it is a good place to start. Coming here is good. We don't have a lot of teens right at this point, but we do get them. And there are a couple right now.
I am sorry that you feel that you have to pretend to be okay. Do you have any friends that you can talk to? Or a family member? You really need to open up to somebody and tell your story. We are here to listen.
Welcome to the forum. I hope you find help here. Keep posting.
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