I'm a 15 year old girl, and to me life is a complete nightmare. I am taking medication for depression/anxiety, and also some to help me sleep and to help with eating, but recently I stopped taking them as I have a hard time swallowing pills and just end up spitting it up. And I talk to a worker at school.
Lately I've been extremely down, I'm feeling very alone, frustrated, lost, confused, sad, angry, tired and scared. I've tried listening to music, going for walks or doing some other type of exercise. But everything just frustrates me.
My mom keeps on my back about getting my drivers license and to get a job and go to college, but I'm so scared and insecure to do any of that! We just end up in an argument all the time.
parents ignore me, friends are excluding me from activities. Im failing classes. I just can't stay focused anymore, my grades have went from 70-80's down to 20's. On weekends i don't hang out with friends like other teens do, I have no energy or motivation to get out of bed.
I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm tired of crying and feeling this way. I just want things to get better, but I don't think it ever will.