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   Posted 11/30/2011 4:50 AM (GMT -6)   
hi guys, have  decided to totally push myself into severe exhaustion to break this cycle. i am wrecked already, having a break to type this. today i have cleaned the loo, bathroom, bath, basin, kitchen benches and i have a load of dishes soaking. no i am not manic, far from it, just trying to break the cycle of total despair. i will sweep the house, this kills my back, stuff it, it needs doing. i will do other stuff later. have made the bed and changed my linen. i will wash some clothes i have ready to go in the washer, albeit it has pissed down with storms over the past few days. been playing inspirational music, it is making me think about my love georgia. this is ok. i am not crying yet, but as her day creeps up, i sure will. so guys this is me in total and utter fight mode. i am on the field with my spear screaming ATTACK!!!! KEEP FIGHTING WITH ME. I NEED YOU ALL. you love and strenghth you have given me is truely appreciated and reciprocated back with much healing and compassionate love in return. nobody can knock me for not trying. i nearlt surrendered, but as a wonderful member said, 'jamie your too strong for that'. thx, you know who you are!! ok, things to do. love 2 you all.
 
~jamie turn turn turn
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   Posted 11/30/2011 6:40 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie you ARE so strong and I know how hard that is to push like that when all you want to do is curl up in fetal position and waste away...you make me want to do better so remember what a contribution you make here...you make us stronger, make us laugh and cry and we are cheering you on

I will keep fighting too and sending YOU compassionate healing thoughts Clean on!!!!

Love you
Maggie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/30/2011 6:45 AM (GMT -6)   
THX MAGGIE. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah love ya back.
 
~JAMIE. ps getting ready for bed. will answer ya e-mail later. need some rest.
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   Posted 11/30/2011 6:48 AM (GMT -6)   
Sounds like it-sleep like a baby dear...good job

Maggie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:09 AM (GMT -6)   
thx maggie, have an awesome day. jamie :-)
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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:25 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,

You are the definition of tenacity and endurance, and I am proud of the good Soul that you are, xxx

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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:28 AM (GMT -6)   
oh, cheers awty. i am touched. thank you. with healing compassion, jamie :-)
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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:44 AM (GMT -6)   
NIghty night Jamie... Get some badly needed zzzzzz's.

Hugs, Karen
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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:49 AM (GMT -6)   
good night karen. thx. jamie :-)
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   Posted 11/30/2011 11:07 AM (GMT -6)   
Good job Jamie. Keep believing!

I'm just looking out the window and there are five Canada geese flying by. We are having a windsotrm and the first snow announcing winter it seems, but those geese are still flying against the wind. They'll make it because they know what to do, and they are equipped to persevere through the storm to reach the other side. So are you.

Just keep outlasting the storm and being stubborn, kay? :0)

Take care, embers

bayoub2
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   Posted 11/30/2011 11:24 AM (GMT -6)   
Yes and they find strength in numbers, and take turns being the leader to help those who are tired...great analogy embers

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   Posted 11/30/2011 12:45 PM (GMT -6)   
I agree that your strength truly exhibits tenacity. It is also very inspiring as I know how daunting all those things can be. I hope that your clean house helped you feel better and you keep running with that spear and attacking!! That gave me a good mental picture, I need to grab my spear too!

Hope you have a great day.

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   Posted 11/30/2011 5:37 PM (GMT -6)   
Hey Jamie.  You've got some great comments and analogies above.  I've been praying that you are finding even a tiny bit of relief from all the work you've put in.
 
I myself have been slowly spiraling down into more active depression too.  But I was thinking about your post that you wrote where you were doing everything possible to tire yourself out and fight against it.  So instead of writing my own downer post tonight I am going to throw myself into action starting in the next 5 minutes, copying what you did.
 
You are such an inspiration and great fighter.
 
Cass

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   Posted 11/30/2011 5:47 PM (GMT -6)   
That is so true Jamie.

We thrive on your strengths. It seems like no matter what, you keep a smile on your face. well it feels that way anyhow. I hope that today is a good day for you.

Take care,

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   Posted 11/30/2011 7:53 PM (GMT -6)   
to you all. with much loving and healing compassion and eternal thanx. jamie.
 
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   Posted 11/30/2011 8:22 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamiee,
We are here to help support ya, hun...Keep strong and sure hope you can get some good
nights rest...Try to take some breaks in all the work...Many well wishes that you get thru this...
Keep us posted, we do care...thinking of you..
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   Posted 11/30/2011 8:27 PM (GMT -6)   
THX CHARTREUX, :-)
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   Posted 11/30/2011 9:58 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamie, just a note to say I'm thinking of you and agree with the others that you are an inspiration.

Maggie, good to see you again! I loved what you elaborated about the birds. I have thought about that before too - the way birds take turns leading and helping each other - that is the way we people need to be.

embers

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   Posted 11/30/2011 9:59 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks Jamiee for all your inspiration......Bless you

I will keep you in my prayers.

Take care and hope you are able to sleep

Amy



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   Posted 12/1/2011 4:42 AM (GMT -6)   
and bless you dear amy. jamie :-)
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   Posted 12/1/2011 7:25 AM (GMT -6)   
good night everyone, has been a long day. jamie
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   Posted 12/1/2011 8:06 AM (GMT -6)   
Good night, Jamie.  I hope you get a good night sleep for once.  I on the other hand am just beginning my day.
 
Best wishes for some Happy ZZZZZZZZZZZZ's.
 
Cass

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   Posted 12/1/2011 9:36 AM (GMT -6)   
My day is just beginning too. I hope you get some sleep tonight Jamie.

Take care my friend.

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   Posted 12/1/2011 10:48 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jaiee hope you are doing well. Catching zzzzzzz's and feeling good. I'm trying to use a little of your cleaning energy. Hugs to you.

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   Posted 12/1/2011 8:50 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Jamie.  You haven't posted so I'm hoping you're okay.  Thankfully today is over with and it will be time to go to bed in another hour or so.  I really hope you slept.
 
Let us know how you're doing.
 
Cass
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