I am new to this board, but I do know where you are right now. I am in the same place. I feel every day I am doing well to keep a smile on my face, but yet noone wants to be around me. I know I am sad and I cry too often. I just tell myself it is mostly just the pain is so near the surface that I cannot bear it. I am not sure if I am depressed, but I am sure everyone else is sure I am depressed.
If you want someone to talk to, I can be here.
Saphire380, 36, F, Chronic Pain / Fibromyalgia / herniated disks