You know, I have used money as an excuse for so long for not leaving...but waht is more important, money ot peace of mind.. Yes yes, there will be lots of ramen noodles and red beans and rice, but I have been poor before and it was not so bad...SO, I have been googling section * housing, not a dam thing here in our town, because everyone is as poor as I am-lol...I found a 2 br for 425 in a gated complex, brand new w/ pool etc...my single sister has mentioned many times she would help out so maybe this is doable, except my credit sux due to my dh bipolar spending...and if we can rent or sell house, I get lion's share so even better...I stsayed with him because he was dyingof cancer and I know this sounds awful, but now that that danger is past, I'm done...he will come crawling back and things will be good for awhile but he won't takemeds consistently so I'm over it...I think God gave me a purpose and it was not babysitting a whiny 62 year old...I have alot to give and I'm tired of him sucking it all out of me. Thanks for listening
"We never realize how strong we are, until being strong is the only thing left"
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