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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/15/2011 3:38 PM (GMT -6)   
Well I went to my new office today to see my new Dr/Nurse.  I guess for now she will be the one I will see for meds and follow up.  This comes on the heels of pi......ing off my other doctor so she referred me.  All I can say at this point is that she feels alot of my diagnosis are wrong and made some med changes.  I had to miss a day of work for the city so tomorrow they will probably give me something noone else wants to do. 
 
As far as christmas goes..........still feel the same about it, hate it!  I guess I am tired of sitting in my house day after day by myself with no visitors or anything.  In fact, I almost got caught driving today when I shouldnt have been, I tried to go to the dollar store in canton after my doctors appt and when I came out there was a police car sitting right next to my car, I almost started to cry because that would be a big penalty and I would be arrested.  But I have to get a few things for my kids for christmas because I have noone to take me to do my errands so I am doing what I have to do.  Lucky for me the lord was watching out for me because he didnt do anything when I pulled out in my car.  I was so scared!  So if any of you live close Ill give you gas money to take me to toys r us and a few other stores, lol.
 
Well just wanted to check in with you.

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   Posted 12/15/2011 7:43 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I am glad that you didn't get caught. Be careful.

Good luck with Christmas shopping.

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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 12/15/2011 11:29 PM (GMT -6)   
same as with you. re: xmas

yes glad you didn't get busted either......

all the best, here for you.

with healing compassion,

~jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 12/16/2011 5:59 AM (GMT -6)   
shop online and please don't get caught, more money I'm sure you don't have to spend. When does your time run out? Soon, I hope...

Have a peaceful xmas...I decided this year is goingto be small, quiet and peaceful, like the night Jesus was born, few gifts, simple meal, fam only, play games and just be together....corporate America has just driven us crazy with their greed...let's not play into it.

Have a joyous holiday and SAFE!!

Maggie
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It's Genetic
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   Posted 12/16/2011 12:18 PM (GMT -6)   
Amen to that, Maggie.

Hope you all have a Merry Christmas--quiet and peaceful.

I.G.

faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/16/2011 5:31 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks you guys!  really tired tonight. earned 100 dollars of my fines.
A little lonely though, wish I could get out and about.

faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/25/2011 9:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Merry Christmas everyone!
 
Have you ever felt that you lost someone,really lost someone not by death but by time.  I have.  And it is something that we talked about and it has really happened I guess.  It has just made Christmas even lonelier.
 
Thank God this holiday is almost over.

bayoub2
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   Posted 12/25/2011 11:35 AM (GMT -6)   
Merry Christmas dear...we have such high expectations of the holidays they can rarely live up to them

You made it and take more steps to getting back to normal-hang in there...I am having little bouts of loneliness today and I have family here...you are not alone in that

Have a peaceful day

Maggie
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getting by
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   Posted 12/25/2011 12:11 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa,

I am sorry that you feel you have lost someone, but you never know what the future holds. I think I know what you are talking about and I know that you have been struggling with this for a long time. Know what is meant to be will be. There is fate and destiny involved and it is hard to predict what will happen. Have faith that whatever it is, it will be what is best for you.

I hope that you are having a merry Christmas.

Luv and hugs, Karen
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   Posted 12/26/2011 12:13 AM (GMT -6)   
one day at a time my friend. with much healing compassion. jamie
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/28/2011 11:26 AM (GMT -6)   
Just found out last night that I have been evicted from my home!  What else can possibly go wrong in my life.  Of course I will fight it but there is so much going on  in my life I can barely stand it!  I am really depressed and feel like I have no reason to see tomorrow, I know there are reasons but they are really hard to realize right now.
How do I keep going? Im so tired my house is so big noone to help me and of course I have noone to  blame as usual.
Thank you all for the Christmas wishes I do appreciate them.

stillme
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   Posted 12/28/2011 12:54 PM (GMT -6)   
Oh no faithfully4you,

I am so sorry to hear about the house. It seems as if just as we are able to crawl over one hurdle somehow another one pops right up. Sending strength your way.

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   Posted 12/28/2011 2:26 PM (GMT -6)   
Why are you getting evicted? Are you renting? They have to give you 60 days I think. Make sure you get the time that you need to move properly. I am so sorry to hear this. Do you have another place in mind? I hope you find something that you like. This change may end up being good for you, though I am sure it doesn't seem that way right at the moment.

Let us know how things go. Know we are all here for you.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/28/2011 5:38 PM (GMT -6)   
I have to go see my doc/nurse tomorrow about my meds.  She thinks i am in despair and need to be seen.  When am I not in dispair?  My son is going back to his dads tomorrow because I dont want him to see me like I am right now.  I will be alone again for another 2 weeks because of this darn depression.  Being alone is not helping and with all this stuff and no one to talk to or even have close to listen to me or hold me when I cry is killing me.  As usual, I have never felt so alone than I do now.  And not to mention New years eve coming up, alone then too.
 
Is this life really worth this?
 
It is bad everyone, really  bad.

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   Posted 12/29/2011 7:19 AM (GMT -6)   
Teresa,

Don't you have any friends that you can go see on Newyears? Or go out to a club. Take a taxi of course. I feel so bad for your situation. You are going through a very hard time. I am so sorry that you are going to lose your house. But you have to keep your head together and find another place to live. Maybe something more convenient so you don't have ot walk so far to go to places. I know you are suffereing there too. I really hope that new year brings you something brighter. You deserve a break, but don't give up on us. We want you to remain strong. See your doc tomorrow, let us know how it goes.

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faithfully4you
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   Posted 12/29/2011 11:52 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks.
 

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   Posted 12/30/2011 4:45 PM (GMT -6)   
How strong is your relationship with your mother, Faithfully4you? At
this time in your life, if your relationship is sturdy, you might benefit from her assistance.

It's worth a try rather than to try to resolve this all alone. If she can't work with you effectively, even a psychiatrist's encouragement might be of help.

I am sorry that life has thrown these slings and arrows at you. You certainly deserve a strong break at this time, and I hope it comes to you soon. Will continue to pray.

I.G.

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   Posted 12/30/2011 5:44 PM (GMT -6)   
Teresa,

We are all hoping that things get better for you. You deserve a break. One day at a time my friend. That is all we can do.

Take care...

Know that you are in all of our thoughts and prayers....

Hugs, Karen
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 1/3/2012 7:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks everyone~
New Years Eve I went to bed around 9pm and actually slept until 730am the next morning.  I was so glad that I slept through being awake thinking of what could have been as I always do anyway.
 
Thank God the holidays are over.  Had my ketamine treatment today back to working my fines off tomorrow.  I love my life.

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   Posted 1/3/2012 8:17 PM (GMT -6)   
To say the least it is interesting Teresa. I hope that the treatments are helping you. What kind of work are you doing? Is it fun? Some jobs are. Let us know.

Keep your spirits up. Keep posting. Let us know what is going on.

Hugs, Karen
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tmjpain
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   Posted 1/3/2012 8:21 PM (GMT -6)   
Hi Teresa, take it one day at a time and you will get there.
I am curious as to how the ketamine infusions will help you. I had infusions in the effort to help with my chronic pain by resetting the receptors. Is it in the same way to help your depression? Thx.

I hope you have a good day tomorrow.
Suzane

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   Posted 1/3/2012 9:47 PM (GMT -6)   
Faithfully...I am so sorry that you keep getting curve balls your way....I will keep you in my prayers....

Bless you, Amy
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   Posted 1/3/2012 9:47 PM (GMT -6)   
Faithfully...I am so sorry that you keep getting curve balls your way....I will keep you in my prayers....

Bless you, Amy
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faithfully4you
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   Posted 1/4/2012 6:49 PM (GMT -6)   
Thanks so much for your replies!  The ketamine does work on the receptors and I think it is helping with the change in my meds.  I cant imagine doing all the work for the courts if I wasnt having some relieve.  Even if there are times when I dont think it is working, I could be wrong.
Im just really lonely here with noone to share my life with.

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   Posted 1/5/2012 5:56 AM (GMT -6)   
I know that you are lonely Teresa, I wish you would come here more often. But I imagine you are rather busy at this point.

We all made it thru the holidays. One more romantic holiday, Valentines. But that is next month.

Teresa, I really want to see you happy. And in a relationship. I hope that happens for you.

You are such a good person. Always remember that.

Hugs, Karen
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