Just wanted to welcome you to HW. I'm sorry that you are going through a rough time right now. I am unclear as to the reasons why you think that your life is worth ending. From what you say , you are a young man, and no matter what you are going through, God put us all here for a reason. You may not think that you have a reason to live, but I know that you do. Try to take the negative things in your life, and turn them into something positive. Ending your life is NOT the answer. I am sure that you have people in your life that care very deeply for you, I do and don't even know you. Life is full of many challanges and we have to face them head on so that we are able to grow as individuals. I would also recommend talking to someone about
these issues. I'm glad that you found this forum, it is a great bunch of people going through the same things that you are. You are off to a great start!! We Care!! Please keep us posted.