Monday was anger and TONS of anxiety.
Tuesday was peace of mind that I not only had counseling, but would be staying at a friend's house out of town for the night.
Wednesday is peace of mind (again) that I won't be staying alone again until sometime next week
I belive there's even a little excitement!
Yes, I got screwed over (filtered my language), but it's time to move on. I am working on ME, taking care of ME. I am learning more about
Courtney. Trying new things, taking adventures. Stepping outside of my box. Really living life. Well, that's the plan at least. I know lots of things about
myself and can confidently and honestly say I love and am proud of who I am. Both counselors said that is amazing to know so young... so go me!
God has given me many gifts and I am learning more about
myself so I can best use those gifts to help others; that is my true passion: helping others. I have a knack for writing and after my session last night, I may actually want to write a book one day. My group therapist suggested a blog... I think I like the idea of that.
I'm sure there will be some bad days but know what?? Like Karen always says, today I am focusing on the present. So, can't be concerned with those future bad/sad days... just deal with it when it comes.
Thanks for all the support. Ya'll are so wonderful.
Side note: Sometimes, don't ya just wanna run around crazy, screaming at the top of your lungs about
how horrible someone is?!?! I keep telling myself... "must be responsible adult, must be responsible adult..." hehehe :)