I'm genuinely sympathetic with you, Maggie, and hope you will call
your psychiatrist and ask for an anti-anxiety medication prescript
ion strong enough to get you through this episode. I feel sure she would be understanding and glad to help you.
Christmas Holidays bring up some sad as well as happy times. We've all experienced them and know exactly how you feel.
Please try to get something that will comfort you so the afternoon won't be so painful.