Hi there RedQeenNerd,
I am sorry that you are feeling so down. Is there anyway that you can find some positives in your life? Even if they are small? If we focus on the positives, the negatives get smaller in our minds. Even if it is just getting the dishes done, or taking a short walk. It can get to feel more optimistic as you go along.
You were very brave to post here. I am glad that you did. You have joined a wonderful forum, where everybody cares about eachother. There are some of us missing at the present time, maybe traveling or being with their families. But I will be around all weekend if you need somebody to talk to. I check the forum quite often.
Keep posting, let us know how you are doing.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies