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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 12/31/2011 5:05 AM (GMT -6)   
as you can tell i have become distant. i am at a loss to explain why. tonight i was at a barbeque with steve at irene's and i had to leave, i felt awkward, and i needed to get the hell out. i know i have been distant on the forums too, sorry, but i feel useless. this makes me sad. i feel sad, you know i am a smart man, a academic man, a compassionate man, but at the moment i have become numb. yeah i have a lot going on-but this is new to me. frankly it sucks. i already feel inept on the forums as it is, this just takes the cake. maybe my brain and body needs rest, but i have been doing that. having steve here is hard, soon i would like him to go home. need my place back to myself. thx for listening,
with healing compassion to you all, jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 12/31/2011 7:04 AM (GMT -6)   
Oh honey don't ever apologize for yourself-you are a great friend and supporter-it is not the quantity of words, but the heart behind them and you have heart

Sorry bout the nubness, sometimes my meds make me feel that way and sometimes the depression makes me feel like there is a glass wall between me and the world..it is not fun.

A house guest overloads me too, so maybe you can diplomatically nudge him out the door

Know that I am sending you healing prayers my friend

Am here
Maggie
"We never realize how strong we are, until being strong is the only thing left"
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   Posted 12/31/2011 8:32 AM (GMT -6)   
Healing vibes from me too Jamie. I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/1/2012 12:45 AM (GMT -6)   
with much thanks. jamie
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REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

CassandraLee
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   Posted 1/1/2012 1:06 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie:  I understand the numbness.  I've been there several times.  Bayoub is right.  See if you can diplomatically ask your friend to take a leave.  It sounds like you are plain fried out.  You have been through so many emotions and physical symptoms for so long without a break.  Some alone time (but no too much) may be what you need right now.
 
And trust me..you are a wonderful contributor to these forums.  You have kept me connected even when I am not feeling well myself.
 
Hang in there.  I am convinced that 2012 will be our year!
 
Cass

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/1/2012 1:46 AM (GMT -6)   
thanks cass. love, jamie
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   Posted 1/1/2012 1:59 AM (GMT -6)   
Yes, 2012 will be better for all of us...

Hang in there Jamie.

We are here for you always...

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/1/2012 2:09 AM (GMT -6)   
here for you all. love, jamie
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stillme
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   Posted 1/1/2012 6:42 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamiee here for you. You definitely are a wonderful contributor. Also, I agree that it is the heart behind the words. And you know you have a BBBBIIIIIGGGGGGG HEART. Stay strong friend.

Theshadow
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   Posted 1/1/2012 9:03 PM (GMT -6)   
I joined this three weeks ago and this is the first time I have been on since then. It feels different to be on a site where people know how I feel.

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   Posted 1/1/2012 9:15 PM (GMT -6)   
Shadow, I am glad that you are back and posting. Keep posting, it really helps.

Jamie, Know that we all are thinking of you.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/1/2012 9:45 PM (GMT -6)   
thx everyone. thx stillme, hi shadow. love, jamie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/3/2012 1:23 AM (GMT -6)   
the heat, the stress all finally got too much, the thrush didn't help and i have become very ill at the moment. am hanging in there!! sorry for not being around, i miss you all. jamie.
ps very hot here lately, 42 yesterday, that's hot!!! 42 degrees c.
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bayoub2
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   Posted 1/3/2012 7:59 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie....sooo sorry to hear about thrush..Katie had it and it was VERY painful..she got a script for liquid cefdinir and oral antibiotics..and the heat must just make it worse.. sending healing thoughts and my empathy YOUR way

Don't worry about us, we'll be here for YOU as you always are for us

Love you ooooo
Maggie
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   Posted 1/3/2012 9:04 AM (GMT -6)   
Oh Jamie, I am so sorry you got thrush. It sucks, I know. Can you get some swish and swallow? I have heard that works well. Probably the same thing Maggie said.

I hope that you feel better soon Jamie.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/3/2012 10:33 AM (GMT -6)   
thx guys, got swish and swallow stuff. disgusting stuff. jamie
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   Posted 1/3/2012 11:38 AM (GMT -6)   
You should be clearing up in a couple of days Jamie. I know the stuff is yucky, but I am sure that it will help. I had it once from trying a mushroom tea that was suppose to be good for you. I drank a little bit and woke up with thrush the next morning. Too much yeast in it I guess. One of those thngs that you hope will help you but it only makes things worse.

Feel better soon...

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Betsey Ross
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   Posted 1/3/2012 6:12 PM (GMT -6)   
You have a huge heart

I am here for you if you need to talk.

Soft Hugs
Betsey
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/3/2012 7:43 PM (GMT -6)   
thx betsey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jamie
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CassandraLee
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   Posted 1/4/2012 8:57 PM (GMT -6)   
Sorry I'm not much of a writer lately, but I still always check in and read how you are doing.  I'm sorry it's not well. 
 
Hang in there!
 
Cass

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/4/2012 10:25 PM (GMT -6)   
hanging in there cass, thanks for checking in, jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 1/5/2012 1:09 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey buddy!! How is thrush?

Hope you are doing better...is Steve gone yet?

I have pretty bad bronchitis...am up cause I cannot lie down and breathe...just wanted to sen my love

Hope we BOTH get better soon

Maggie xxoo
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 1/5/2012 1:13 AM (GMT -6)   
oh sweetie, feel better soon. pls feel better soon, am worried. sending my love. is still here!!!!!!!!!!!

~jamie
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   Posted 1/5/2012 6:09 AM (GMT -6)   
Maggie,

I am worried too, did you get my email? Please write back.

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bayoub2
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   Posted 1/5/2012 6:18 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey friends

Don't worry-I'm doing ok except for this bronchitis. Will write you today Karen and tell you about dropped counselor story=more BS

Love to you guys and Jamie am sending you compassion healing and love

Maggie
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