After weeks of being here I finally have the motivation to post. I had a multi page story of my life ready to go but after clicking post, the page wouldnt load...
It involves years of physical abuse, being teased and bashed at school (not just by students), my thoughts and attempts... I really dont have the energy to re write it again sorry. I am single and always have been, not ugly and always nice.
Why am I here? Not even the closest of my "friends" know anything about
who I really am. Even when I thought one was close, he threw a curve ball and didnt even come close. I guess there is a shimmer of hope that believes I might just get throuth this if I find a place to tell the truth. So over the next few months I will be sharing some of thr stories of my past and who i am today. Hopefully something good might arise.
Seeking professional help? Cant... My job requires me to be extremely focused on what im doing (yes lives can be at stake) Practicly anything other htan pain killers will put me out of the job.
Well happy new year... =/
Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 12/31/2011 9:57:09 PM (GMT-7)