I've been kind of seeing this guy. We both have some of the same problems-depression, instability and a history of bad relationships. I really care about
him alot, but I've had my worries about
us being together. We understand each other on a very deep level, but on the surface I think our personalities clash. I'm very nice and want everyone to get along mostly, though I have my very dark side. He's a good guy overall, but he likes messing with people, and being mean sometimes just for his own amusement...kind of brash and offensive at times. I feel really protective and caring toward him but other times I just don't know what to say about
some of the things he says or does.
Anyway, I've told myself over and again I shouldn't jump into another relationship because I still don't know how to even take care of myself and I know it would just be a bad move right now...:/ He's told me he loves me and could see us being together forever...We have not really known each other very long. Less than two months. I get easily attached to people in a way, and I don't know what to do...especially after something that just happened. He introduced me to a friend of his, a girl who he said he had had sex with in the past, but he said nothing like that would happen with them again, and that they were just friends. I've been talking to her too, and she's been really nice to me, but tonight she said that he had talked to her not long ago and said he wanted to sleep with her again. Apparently he was drunk, but still...it just makes me think the things he's said can't be trusted. I can tolerate a lot, but I don't know how much I can take in a relationship...with rude and nasty behavior. It just makes me want to be alone, yet I get so lonely that I just don't know what to do with myself.