My name is Monica, I think I have posted over here a few times, I am usually on the Fibro forum. I was off of work for almost three months, and I honestly did not know how I was going to go back, I felt a lot better not being there. Well I went back, and not even a week later, about 12 people's jobs got eliminated, I was included in the 12 people. I have been thinking the entire time that I was glad because work was too much, so now that the holiday's are over, and now hubby is back to work, kids in school and I'm at home, all of the sudden major depression is here. I don't understand why because I have been wanting this for so long. I have severance and unemployment, so financially I'm ok (for now).
So now I don't want to do anything all day, just stay in bed. I'm taking 60mgs of cymbalta, and 300 mgs of welbuterine. I just feel so blah I want to feel normal and happy again.