Hello all, for those who dont know me I am Stephen, I am 49, single and last week for the first time in my life I had a date with a wonderful woman. A lot of my posts were about lonliness, depression, zero self esteem, I am slowly getting better.
My sister asked me last me yesterday the question about how long I think I have been posting on this site. I guessed 12 months or more. When she told me 2 to 3 months I could not believe it, it has felt so long. My depression has been so intense it seems like it has been forever, I am starting to see a light at the end of a tunnel, I deserve this, I have done so much work and tried so hard, I am ready to accept hapiness.
You know, I didnt think constructing my self esteem would be so hard, trying so hard I would reject any positive no matter what I did. Last year was a year of action, the same again this year plus so much more, hapiness, love, hope. Remember, never give up, thoughts can change, when you feel down know also there will be a time when you feel happy and be inspired by me, any one who has read my old posts would know I was very distressed and total despair. Thanks everyone, i will keep posting and let everyone know how I go with Flora, and also how I go with getting new friends in my church.