Husband and i had a huge blowout...only reason I am still here is we cannot seel house....but I CANNOT get better in the face os his continual degrading, snide, belittling remarks, his anger because I am sick and REFUSE to get better. Does he think that as a littlwe girl, this is what I dreamed of????
He is in manic mode, so scurrying around cleaning house all the while puttingme down for what a lousy housekeeper and mother I am. I am the reason KK hates her Dad....sorry Dad, you did that on your own...never a compliment, attagirl, nothing.
His dinners are always "off the hook", mine are adequate...he tells me how to do everything the proper way, from toilet paper placement to how to sweat onions(I fed 2500 people a day)
I cannot get better here and cannot afford to move-section 8 is full, only option is projects (absolutely not).
Tenderness is nonexistent, hugs are rare...we are roommates at war, with my child stuck in the middle.
I am heartbroken, I wish I left years ago, I am lost and scared and trapped-what do I do?