I feel like I need a therapist or someone to hear me without judgment, I married my husband 11 years ago and about 8 years ago he started to see a doctor because he had some mental issues, a family member told me that my husband had told him that he was diagnosed schizophrenic so believed it was true. We moved to another state and after a good couple of years he started to feel bad again and look for a pdoc and was put on some pill, I trying to help him to get well told his doctor that he was sz and was put on zyprexa, this gave him diabetes so was switched to gedoen and then abilify, my husband stopped all medications when he was called to work because he felt he couldn't work when medicated; it wasn't that bad, but after some time he felt that he needed some meds again and look for another doctor, I was involved by his therapist and again I told them that my husband was sz, without making any tests the pshy at the center gave him seroquel, all this time my husband's health kept deteriorating. When the med didn't work they increased the dose to 200 mg, after 6 months taking the medicine he got so bad that he admitted himself to a mental hospital; there he was diagnosed with major depression and anxiety disorders, I couldn't believe it, all this time thinking that he was sz and now they say that he is not. He always told me that he was not sz and I taught that he was in denial, so either this person lied to me or it was a misunderstood, I feel so guilty for what I put my husband trough. He is now in a hospital getting off this evil med (seroquel) I think that his symptoms are caused by the withdraw for what I've found in the internet but I think I harmed my husband enough already so I won't say anything, I just want to have my husband back, I know he could have died and feel so bad. I wish I had done things differently like getting a second opinion, I hope my story helps someone somehow.