Welcome to the depression forum. I think Jim gave you some very good advice. But I have one question. Why is it that you can't go to counseling? I think it would be very good for you. You would acquire self confidence, self love and growth. It would help you through all of this emotional stuff too. You sound like a very nice person, and I agree with Jim, this guy is a loser. He took advantage of your good nature and then threw it in your face. Nobody deserves this. So keep moving forward, leave him in the past where he belongs.
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