Im just so frustrated right now and confused. I wish I could do partial hospitalization for the evening times. Its gotten crazy here and would rather avoid it all! I do miss the art therapy they had every day - Mindlessly doing something constructive without criticism from anyone...
Im not sure my medication is doing its job. ive had several bad anxiety attacks this past week. but with things going crazy at home and changing at work and this also starting classes again Im not surprised. The frustrating part is knowing whats causing them. I had one at work last week and felt like I was going to pass out, freaked my supervisor out lol, but couldnt put my finger on what caused it. It was just like 'bam! here i am to wreck the daaay!'
I feel like I havnt slept because of all the dreams. I can control many of them and have woken up many times during them through out the nights. It feels like theres so much going through my head I cant control it anymore.
Major Depressive disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar disorder, PTSD, OCD, Bulimia
Celexa, Abilify, Zolpidem, Hydroxyzine