Well... im back AGAIN! Not for a good reason either. Im over it all. I just feel pain. Nothing else. Just pain. I swear im not alive. Well, im here but im not. I am falling. Down and down and down. School starts in 1 week. Am on ADHD pills from tomorrow (Rubifen 5mg). Having to go to a SA councillor starting next week. If that doesn't lift my mood, im going to have to go on anti depressants. Just come back from holiday with friend. HATED it! Had about
5 hours sleep in the last 5 week. Got panda eyes. Feeling like crap. Dont care about
anything. Dont want to see anyone. Just wanna run. And die. I dont even wanna see my nephew anymore. I dont care about
anyone. Im too sad to cry. I dont know what else to say.
Post Edited By Moderator (Jim1969) : 1/24/2012 11:30:56 PM (GMT-7)