Do you think it is time that you part with all the things he gave you? If he is actually doing this to you, the tormenting and stuff, I think you should forget about him and move on with your life.
Why do you fear him being under your bed? Are you afraid of him?
What do you mean by the title of your thread and your last comment? Do you mean that you are wasted? Or that you are a waste? I don't understand. If you mean that you are wasted, that is no answer to your problems and is only going to make things worse. If you mean you are a waste, you are totally wrong about that. I feel you are very worthy. I hope that you are okay. I am a little bit worried about what you are thinking about. Especially your fear of him being in your house or around you. Could you explain more?
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies