WOW, I am overwhelmed as I thought perhaps my post was insignificant to what I read others going through in this forum.
I did see my Pdoc and we agreed to up my dose of Ritalin to 10 mg twice a day which is causing me to feel a bit hyped but I want to give it a chance so I will stick to the new dose and not panic.
My Pdoc is a great lady but for some reason this last visit really set off my anxiety and my depressive thoughts.
The tough part is I know the answers to how to help myself but then my emotions just take over and sink my ship !
I miss my Dad, and my sisters and brother and most of all I miss my son. You would think I could get past this and I pray that they are all up above and keeping an eye on me. I have a flock of angels and yet I find it so hard to feel happy.
Your kind and gentle words bring me comfort.