Does he not want you to take medication for depression? Can you see a counselor while you are there? Is there anyway to get back to US? Is that where you are from?
We can't discuss suicide on the forum, so I can't go into any depth there. But I will find some numbers for you to call if you need help...
I really hope that you feel better soon and that things get better for you. I don't like to think that you are not being treated well. That just isn't right. YOu really need to be in a different culture if that is how it is there.
I have to get the numbers for you... Will be back...
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
I hope that this helps some...
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies