Feeling these feelings over a death is completely normal, but they should not go left unaddressed fro so long.
Please talk to your granma and get into see a therapist and possibly meds. Grieving is a process and a counselor can help you start to sort these feelings out.
I am sorry for your loss. You are still young and you CAN have a long happy life-your Mom would want that for you
Kep postig and let us kknow
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