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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/13/2012 2:13 AM (GMT -6)   
hi all, been rapid cycling pretty hard and for some time i have now
i have been in the depressed phase. i know i haven't updated for a
bit, just too depressed. i am pushing hard, still getting things done,
albeit slowly-my neck and back only allows for a certain amount each
day, but i am trying. thx to my hw support team for care and love
given to me, it has been received very warmly indeed. will be sad
tomorrow, valentines day. i miss my georgia everyday, esp valentines
day. we didn't get to have one together. i have a special diary that i
will write in. at the moment i have no zest for life, just going with it-
so to speak. yeah i am lonely.............a lot are.

luv 2 you all, jamie
EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PERSONALITY DISORDER,

RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

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bayoub2
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   Posted 2/13/2012 6:05 AM (GMT -6)   
  I'm here
  love maggie

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/13/2012 7:38 AM (GMT -6)   
thank you.
love, jamie
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RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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   Posted 2/13/2012 7:55 AM (GMT -6)   
I am here too Jamie... Always will be here for you. I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen...
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/13/2012 8:06 AM (GMT -6)   
thank you, karen
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RAPID CYCLING BI-POLAR DISORDER

REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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   Posted 2/13/2012 8:37 AM (GMT -6)   
i sent you an ecard to hw address. Don't know if you will be able to open it though. I hope so...

Hugs, Karen
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stkitt
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   Posted 2/13/2012 1:34 PM (GMT -6)   
jamie,
 
I am here and have been from the very first day you joined HW.  I hope to be here for you forever.
 
Let yourself think about Georgia with loving thoughts on Valentines Day and remember the good times.
 

(¯`•.•´¯) (¯`•.•´¯)
*`•.¸(¯`•.•´¯)¸.•´
¤ º° ¤`•.¸.•´ ¤ °º

 Gentle Hugs, Kitt


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   Posted 2/13/2012 1:43 PM (GMT -6)   
AWWWWWWWWW GUYS. <3, LOVE YAS, JAMIE. THX 4 THE PICS. WILL TRY AND open YOURS KAREN. THANK YOU. smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin smilewinkgrin
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/14/2012 3:03 AM (GMT -6)   
am freaking out; of all days, valentines day a nice police officer dropped of a summons for me to attend the investigation into georgia's death. i am to attend as a witness in late march. i am spinning. i don't want to freak out in there. maybe i could have an advocate with me or something, will ask my therapist, see him early march-he use to work in the coroners court.
it is a long way to travel and may go longer than 1 day. bless her soul-it was such a long time ago. time for rest. i need closure.

thx for your support, i need it.

love, jamie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/14/2012 5:27 AM (GMT -6)   
am very emotional. cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry jamie
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getting by
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   Posted 2/14/2012 7:38 AM (GMT -6)   
Wow Jamie,

Some kind of timing, isn't it? You will do well. Have somebody with you or an advocate. I hope this doesn't make you feel bad again. You were just starting to feel better.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/14/2012 2:52 PM (GMT -6)   
am confused, feel like ****. jamie
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bayoub2
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   Posted 2/14/2012 3:13 PM (GMT -6)   
Oh jamie I'm so sorry when it rains it pours I hope it will not be too tough on you, and I would definitely take someone (stable-lol) with you

Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart

maggie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/14/2012 3:19 PM (GMT -6)   
thank you sweet-heart ♥♥♥♥♥
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/15/2012 1:41 AM (GMT -6)   
very anxious and confused. thoughts are all over the shop.

keep me in your thoughts guys. love, jamie
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   Posted 2/15/2012 5:16 AM (GMT -6)   
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers Jamie.

I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/15/2012 5:32 AM (GMT -6)   
thank you. :-) jamie
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/15/2012 7:21 AM (GMT -6)   
can't sleep. will try again. jamie
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justwant2bemeagain
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   Posted 2/15/2012 9:55 AM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,
  Prayers for you my friend. I hope and pray that this will not only give you closure but also it will bring you peace. I agree with the others, take somebody with you... Maybe in the end, this is what needs to happen in order for you to heal. Will be thinking of you !
 
Blessings, Michelle wink

bayoub2
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   Posted 2/15/2012 10:38 AM (GMT -6)   
Hey sweetie my thoughts and prayers are with you

Maggie
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stkitt
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   Posted 2/15/2012 3:34 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamie,
 
Thinking of you and definitely do look at taking an advocate with you to the investigation hearing.   Do this last thing for Georgia and know that we will all be with you in our thoughts. You are stronger then you think my friend.
 
You are special.
Gentle Hugs,
Kitt
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theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/15/2012 4:00 PM (GMT -6)   
thank you guys for lifting my spirits. i love you all. jamie
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CassandraLee
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   Posted 2/15/2012 8:08 PM (GMT -6)   
Jamie:  I'm sorry I wasn't on yesterday.  Otherwise I would have wished you a Happy Valentine's Day too.  I'm so sorry that you received that summons (especially yesterday).  I'm trying to remember though, didn't something similar to this happen about 9 months ago and your therapist and/or doctor had to write a note for you?  Or is this the same thing and just continuing?
 
Either way, I agree with the others.  Do not attend alone.  Is there anyway a lawyer could attend with you?  I know that requires money but maybe you could get a special advocate??
 
(((((((((Hugs)))))))))))
 
Cass

theHTreturns...
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   Posted 2/15/2012 9:34 PM (GMT -6)   
yeah had a note for last time. now i am the witness. looking at all my options. thankx. i have been summonsed. have been ill all day. don't know what to do???!!!! love, and thx, jamie
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justwant2bemeagain
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   Posted 2/15/2012 10:22 PM (GMT -6)   
Hang in there Jamie... It will all work out... Try to get some sleep and I will check back in the morning.

Blessings, Michelle
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