I spend a lot of time alone too. And for some of the same reasons that you do. When we like to be alone, I don't think that there is anything wrong with that. Being a friend can be hard work. Especially for people like us. Take it as it comes, do what you can. IF they don't understand, then that is their problem not yours. I am not into texting, I don't have the time for it. So don't feel bad about that.
I do have a good friend now that ocmes over every day. I was worried that I couldn't handle it, but she is very comfortable to be around and I got use to it. My fear is will I be feeling alone if the friendship ends, because I have gotten use to her being around. But I try not to worry about that. One day at a time. That is all that we can expect out of ourselves.
I think you are doing okay and I wouldn't worry too much about what others think aobut you. You are doing what you can and that shoudl be enough.
Keep posting. It makes us feel better.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies