I found a free trial for abilify for a month, and 50.00 off coupon for a year. But there may be better deals, as abilify is rather expensive.
Here is the site for it... http://www.optimizerx.com/save/bipolar-disorder/abilify/278/
It says for bipolar, but it is also a mood stabilizer and it makes your antidepressants work better. It helps me with obsessive thinking. But it might be worth a try.
I had written a long post and forgot to submit it.
Pristiq also has offers on a site, just google it. That is what I did. There is also http://www.needymeds.org It is very helpful for getting meds. I am sure that there are programs to help you get a doctor too.
I know that you think that this is just your personality, but I don't agree. I think your hopeless thinking patterns point towards depression and that the pristiq isn't enough by itself. But I am not a doctor. But I understand what you are describing and I have felt that way before. I don't anymore. So I believe that there is hope... Give it a try and see. Even with one month free, you can see if abilify will help you. After that it is 50.00 off a month. Maybe that can help you.
There are programs that can help you get a doctor. It isn't though social services, I think it is through the department of health. Check it out and see if they have anything to help you.
I hope that you keep us posted, I hope that you feel better soon.
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