I'm new and don't know what I am doing. I have been feeling depressed for a long time. I keep thinking it will change but it doesn't. It has been more then a year. I feel invisible.
I know I have to make the change. When I try to go out of my comfort zone and talk, I don't know how to carry on a conversation. I wasn't always that way. I'm the one who calls people to see how they are doing, but seems like no one cares to find out how I am EVER.
I have a daughter going to college soon. The college she likes is 4 hours away. That means I will be more alone. I know I have her now, but she is the typical teenanger. That has a very busy life that I am glad for so she doesn't end up like me.
Post Edited (justme1966) : 3/16/2012 10:58:02 AM (GMT-6)