I thought i would post real quik. U need 2 stop drinking right away & going 2 locations (bars, etc.)Your drinking will only make ur emotions, and feelings go round & round on a rollercoaster. If ur feeling that the meds & drinking is causing ur daily life too much...Have u thought of perhaps going 2 inpatient, or even outpatient?
I'm a recovering alcoholic, & i know that ur drinking just enhances ur depression. Outpatient is a great source for reaching out 2 get help also. Though i know that it can be a scary thing 2 step out of ur comfort zone or what is familiar 2 U. But what is important, ur life. U R a strong person & U will be a success 2 ur self. Take care of ur self so that u can help others.
Good Luck & u will be in my prayers.