I am so sorry for what you are going through. Do you see a counselor? I really think that would help you. Life is too short for what is going on with you. Welcome to the forum. We have a lot of wonderful members here. They will be along soon with advice. But I highly recommend counseling for you. It is easy to get better that way. Please take this to heart.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies