I am here-barely-lol. Have just really hit a bad patch and cannot seem to get up the energy to dress myself, never mind write something upbeat and helpful. When it gets this bad I usually go to hospital for a tuneup but my family needs me here.
I HAVE just started effexor xr and am hopeful, and I finally got a new counselor but not until June 4th. I also did run into an old acquaintance (don't have friends anymore, 'cept you guys online) and I mentioned wanti ng to volunteer (to get outside myself) and she runs a program called "GAITS FOR sUCCESS". It is horse therapy for disabled children and said she needs people. I am VERY excited since I adore animals and children.
So, good things are right around the corner, I pray. I stopped doing that too. Have started a memory journal for my daughter...
I DO miss y'all very much. Will try to check in and whine now and then-if you don't mind. Thank you for keeping me in mind-it really means alot. Suzanne-my email is on my profile, I think. Write anytime, sweetie. Love to all of you-just cause I'm not there doesn't mean I am not thinking of you. I pray that all of you have good things come your way.
Will keep you updated on effexor-God, please let it help!!
My best wishes to all of you-