You may not be confused, but I sure am. I can't find where anyone giving you advice has said you are crazy? My mind is a mess right now with all the meds I'm currently taking, so perhaps I'm just not focused enough to see it.
I love this forum and appreciate everyone's advice and support. Sure, sometimes I'm misunderstood or my point gets lost, but I try not to take it personally when someone doesn't see things as I do. I don't consider myself crazy, but the way things have been progressing I doubt I have too far to go.
I offer you my support and I wish you well.
Charles...dazed, confused and just one ER trip shy of crazy!