I rarely get to go out, be myself and have fun. Just these past few days I got to travel and see a couple of favorite bands play. One of them a second time, and met the lead female vocalist a second time too. After meeting her the first time, I fell in love and into a little depression. I never felt such a strong connection to somebody. It did after awhile subside, though still having a thing for her. Now I feel more complete after seeing/talking with her again, but that strong feeling came back and now I don't want to leave the state (supposed to be moving out of state in June). I never liked it here but just realized I don't want the change. I'm missing her and miss getting to be around people that inspire me. I feel stuck, and more alone. How can I be around these people more often? I don't have anyone else to turn to.