I have had ECT in the past, and I am told that the TMS is a good option too. The hosptial where I was inpatient uses it a lot. Its nowhere as invasive as the ECT so i would give it a try. I haven't used it b/c i was using ECT for Psycogenic non epileptic seizures.
But I pray you start to feel some peace soon. Hang in there.
Find one reason to be greatful today, for me it was that I slept 8 hours last night. Just one small thing can help sometimes.
I feel for you,
27 years old
Dx's: Depression/anxiety, Non-Epileptic Seizures, Migraines, repeat joint dislocations, suppressed immune system
14 Major surgeries
Meds: Cymbalta, Vyvanse, Valium, Trazadone, Ambien, Loratab