thank you medved. Turns out I'm still delirious despite recognising at higher levels and dropping the lithium dose on my own this week - so there is more to do there. Have been told to up my ptsd medication for two days and then my antidepressant medication for two days after that - and then call her. We didn't get to talk much about
anything except my housing crisis, because my meds needed so much attention today. She agreed I was having a PTSD response to housing issue, having been homeless from 12 years old. I also feel so powerless because my son has enormous trust in me to get things handled... and I just don't know if there is a happy outcome just yet. I don't want to let him down or lessen his trust in me to provide his needs no matter what. If there is such thing as reincarnation, I'd like to experience a mentally healthy life, just to experience what it feels like. My pdoc echo'ed what you said about
my spirit - she reckons it's the only thing that has got me through this far. I am reading a fabulous book - Resilience by Anne Deveson - atm. I feel so tired and fed up right now, but I keep reading it, hoping it will reignite my spirit. Every step I take, I try for it to be constructive and effective (even though I feel massively disappointed in a lot of things right now). thanks for your post medved, Cheers, Jade.
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