Welcome to the forum. I just read your post and was wondering if you are seeing any counselor for support??? I think it would really help you to have extra support. We can help you some here, but a professional would help a lot more.
I know the feeling of people wanting things from you. You need to change friends to people who don't awnt things from you all the time. Friendships go both ways...
I hope that you feel better soon. I am glad that you have joined us. Keep posting and know that we all care. The forum is a little slow on weekends. But picks up during the week.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression, allergies