Karen is right in that it takes time to accept. I still have not excepted my illness and MDD. However, my faith has become stronger. That is not to say it doesn't waiver at times. We all struggle. We have skills and tools to put us back on track.
If you have not tried it already research "Mindfulness" it is a wonderful skill to add to your life when depression is part of it.
People with depression need daily safety nets of skills.
Tich Nach Nahn is a monk that worked Mindfulness. He wrote many books on the subjects. He is a good place to start. Not religious, just basic spiritual information to contemplate.
Kabir says: "Student tell me, what is God? He is the breath inside the breath". from the poem Breath.
DX: reverse Trigeminal Neuralgia;Cluster headaches; Atypical face pain; raynauds;complex PTSD; recurring MDD,disassociative disorder;