Life is as if it hits me everyday straight through my heart. I cant stand the pain any longer.
I feel like i am so lonely in this world that I cant bare stand it anymore. In person i am very shy and cant talk to girls even the ones i like. Every day i feel like an Hindered an object who is worth nothing in this world. I feel like i am the lowest of all human beings. People say that there my friends but i don't think that way. All these years i had no girls to but i have no clue how to approach women. I feel like crying but i have no emotion except fr a smile on my face. I cant ever have a straight face. In reality i have a very soft heart but no one cares about
soft hearted people. I also can write great poems. Thats the only thing i can do right. i am a failure in all my classes.